Inconsistency is the name of the game

Well, I don't really give much thought about putting what I feel on a daily basis. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's my little anecdotes on my inconsistent self. You can't blame me actually, because my work does demand a lot of my time away and it gives me very little to do anything else. I'm not sure whether it's the industry or the country or its just me but the work doesn't seem to end at all. To let you know about it further, I'm in the interactive field, working my butt off in Malaysia up to 18 - 20 hours a day, 7 days a week. That's really not very good, come to think of it. When will I ever see the light at the end of the tunnel ? I've not seen it before, I'm not seeing it now and I don't know whether I will ever see it. Though that, I have to admit I love what I'm doing. Though in the communication industry, web has not much focus by most customers, I still find that I'm doing something worthwhile. Since I've been in this for 10 years, I can quite safely say I'm an old dog in this business (though I'm still not old, mind you). For whatever it is, this job is forever changing, and the beauty is it makes me want to continue to learn how the landscape is changing, how the world is adapting to it and how my little experience hopefully means something in the bigger world.